GROWING UP

                   JULY 6^TH 2007

I will be through with secondary school in a matter of months and that is if I pass my final exams. Then I guess I’ll be off to the university. Dunno how I feel about that; I think it’s weird and really frightening. I’m not even sure of what I want to study yet and which university I would choose. I feel really pressured most times when I think of it cos it makes me feel as though I have no purpose in life. And I keep asking myself what on earth am I here for? I don’t even know what I like to do...it’s unnerving! Sometimes, when I can’t take the pressure any more, I help myself to a shot or two from my dad’s wine cabinet.  I love Punch Gravy; it’s the sweetest alcohol on earth and the best stress relieving liquid ever! I know it’s wrong but I can’t help it... I think I’m addicted to it.