MILLENNIUM

        

                          JULY 6TH 2000
       According to the television and my mom who was dancing strangely by the window, this is a new millennium (whatever that means). Well if it is, then I’m grateful to God for keeping I and my family to this day, I owe it all to him.
      Secondary school has been terrible. I had a fight two weeks after resuming with a girl who is now my friend...strange huh? It was love at first fight! I only found out that she is really nice and kind and I must have really annoyed her enough for her to fight back...that just tells me she is no coward. Personally, I don’t think I want to fight anymore... I know I don’t ace it with looks so I prefer not to further occasion harm.
      Oh! I didn’t tell you, there is this guy in my class, he is SOOO CUTE! I steal glances every opportunity I get. He is just so cute to look at. I’m not sure he knows I like him yet but I hope not cos it’s just an infatuation and I know it’s gonna pass.  The one I’m sure I really like, I am forbidden from imagining a future with him. I have crushed on him for a while now. He doesn’t notice me in that way, although we are friends. Instead he tells me of a Betty chick he really likes cos she has pink lips...eeww!  Don’t know what to do. I guess one day he will find out and I hope it won’t be too late by then. I have tried to unlike him using the things we do not have in common like our different worlds and beliefs but its not working- maybe this was meant to be. I think my brother knows...that nosy big brother of mine. I see the way he eyes me... he better keeps his mouth shut.